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Rim - Jhim barsaat ki boondhe

Scenario on 28-08-2011: 5pm -                                                                                                                                                                                       Watching drizzling rain is often one of the best things to sit by your room window with a mug of coffee and a few thoughts to share.  How often has it happened with you all that the things you always longed to do, often don’t end up giving expected level of satisfaction? It might have if not often but sometime at least. But the same things leaving a bowl of insignificance and dissatisfaction deep in the heart should not be often. Right? How can things you considered you would enjoy doing leave you with discontent? I am yet to figure out still. Back from a complete night out with *friends* on the roads of Goa, stretches of beaches and Bollywood fort of “Dil Chahata Hai”, the sleeping beauty is insomniac. She has few important things in her head that needs some figuring. A morally weak person is stretching out hand for some help and need someone to hold it firmly.

Scenario on 19-08-2011: 2am -                                                                          And how I thought of getting up early tomorrow morning and dressing up smartly.  Rationally to do that you require an incentive. For girl, guys out there to watch would be one. Otherwise you are in limelight for some non-beauty talent. And I thought it would be a combo of both for me tomorrow. I sense that self- boasting in my words, but it’s my heart speaking out. And no screening of it shall be done for this article. For lot of screening have already been done on me personally.

Welcome to the corporate world and so to the world of randomization. I considered it to be a compliment a few hours ago when a person said that I was really innocent and smiling. I was advised to be the same for there is every chance of MBA changing me. It has the potential, I say now. I can sense it. Because I feel this to be a sarcasm now.  This makes people run over you, trodden on your efforts and take up appreciation from entire crowd and you end up getting a few sweet words from a person whom you know from just a few days. I want to take this strongly.

Sometimes sitting alone makes you realise many things!!!

Having left this here, I felt guilty of behaving too selfish. I had put in my efforts till the time I was expected to be a part of it. I ran out when the realty came out. So I went back just to help in the winding work. Concern/empathy could be seen only in words. Still I went ahead and helped to the extent I could. For the first time I felt exploited to a massive extent. Things were clear but just kept under wraps. Being a part of supportive team, it is immature on your part to think noticeable work would be given to you. I must say the person handling it had real ** skills. The “Best Work” was extracted from all. Having worked at the cost of my CSR contribution, my SOFIA event, it disheartens me. Not that the blame should be put on them, but I need to start using my discretion. Don’t get carried away.

Am I liable to pay such a big fine for a quality that is considered good everywhere except the corporate? How do I trade -off between them. Still I know I have the talent. I could once again write the best scripts. But again I question, it is a world of marketing. Having talent is not the answer. It’s how you extract and get the work done. 

This is one angle of the overall scenario. Lots of it happened in between and shall be updated quickly. Friends remember Prof. Kamath :) Yes!!!He's back and we have his sessions beginning from tomorrow. M Excited!!! Happy learning and enjoy reading. 

P.S: Jai Ho Anna Hazare!!!